The fact that no one has time for me to rant to them anymore just pushes me farther down the drain. It's not even spiraling anymore, it's just sucking me in until I'm completely broken. I've been decaying inside since the summer and no one really cares enough to notice. I promised myself I wasn't going to vent through dA anymore, but guess that obviously failed. Sorry, guys.
My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer this winter. How is this supposed to make me feel? I've cried my share of tears already, now I don't know what I'm supposed to do with all these leftovers feelings. She planted the seed to my self hatred, and helped it grow but